I realize that this all a broken record but I think I'm finally ready to get out of this funk. I've been obsessing over things that I have no control over and not actually making the step forward on things I can control and it's gotten super pathetic. What happened to my "he's just not that into you" lifestyle? If the guy I wanted wanted me- he'd make it happen and lord knows I've given him enough opportunity. It's time to find someone who reciprocates my feelings of like.
And I don't like my jobs- one because it sucks and the other because I don't make enough money? Then I need to be more pro-active in finding a new one. No more simply looking through craig's list ads and applying to one or two jobs- I need to do a thorough search and just apply apply apply...
I also need to stop obsessing over stupid things. It just adds unnecessary stress. If someone doesn't like me, they don't like me. If I say something stupid, I say something stupid- things can't be taken back.
I have so much that is good in my life. I have great friends. I have a great family. I have great times. I don't need to let things get me down. It's time I move forward with my life and hopefully writing this down will make it happen.
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