Goals

I started off yesterday in a fantastic mood... I don't know why, something just felt good and promising in life... and I ended yesterday in a good place also... however there were things I did yesterday (and that I do most days) that I have decided I need to work on.
1) Stop complaining- I like to complain... about a lot of things, and it is definitely something that I need to cut back on. Complaining in general is a downer...
2) Stop gossiping... well not overall- just don't gossip in a group of people. I think it's better when you gossip one on one.
3) stop whining- I do this a lot... mostly because my voice has a naturally whiny ring to it but it's a lot like complaining, I jsut naturally lean towards it.
4) Stop comparing myself to others- I'm never going to be someone else and if I keep working myself up worrying that someone is going to take my place in the eyes of someone else then that's jut going to create unneccesary stress and also tension.
5) Stop swearing so much- I swear a lot and I know I don't do it for shock value- I'm just naturally vulgar, but in large quantities it probably isn't painting me in the best light.
and 6) Stop drinking so much- I am not even going to pretend I'll totally stop but I do think I've reached a point where I need to reevaluate how much I consume so for the next few weeks I'm gonna cut it back to just two or three drinks (two would probably be the best idea). I need to remember that I can have fun without being drunk- and then also I probably won't be as annoying as I think I am...

You've got to continue improving yourself if you want to grow and be happy. And I do want to be happy.