So the decision has pretty much been made. Barring a miracle that I find a job (and then another place to stay)... I am going back to Lancaster come May. It's not something I'm super excited about- but I know that as things stand at the moment I am not financially stable enough to pay my rent and my loans and my credit card bills... I will however only give myself 6 months in PA- no more but hopefully less... and I will find time to write- that is no longer something I can push off.