Monday, December 27, 2010

I don't feel older

So this bitch is now 24- I'm no longer in my early twenties (although twenty-three probably isn't early 20s) and oddly enough it does seem like I aged overnight.
Starting from Christmas Eve when I ended up being in New York and out at a bar with two people from work- I don't think I've had a conversation that hasn't ended up being about marriage or weddings or babies.
This might be because everyone I know seems to be engaged in Lancaster or married in Lancaster. And the guys from work were both drunk (and in their 30s- so like of course they think they are going to end up alone- men can never find women once they hit 30).
But I feel like maybe I'm odd because this is in no way the way my life is headed... marriage? Pshaw I don't want to think about for another three to five years and kids? Dude I can't give up alcohol for nine months.
But then to go on top of all this we were discussing things we did way back in the day (and by back in the day I mean when we were 21) and I found myself saying things like "that was not a good idea" and "why would we ever do something so dumb?"... What happened to being carefree and untouchable?
Oh and I got super excited about getting clothes for both Christmas and my Birthday- if that doesn't show that I'm an adult I don't know what will!

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