I cannot believe half the stuff that was said to me today... believe me lesson learned... and it really is sad how double standards are still in place...

History really does fucking repeat itself... over and over...

So the decision has pretty much been made. Barring a miracle that I find a job (and then another place to stay)... I am going back to Lancaster come May. It's not something I'm super excited about- but I know that as things stand at the moment I am not financially stable enough to pay my rent and my loans and my credit card bills... I will however only give myself 6 months in PA- no more but hopefully less... and I will find time to write- that is no longer something I can push off.

I should really work on tact... otherwise great night with some great people. I love the friends I've made through borders.